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Hope you are all spending it with your significant other.
Last night I felt upset. But this morning I put a smile on my face and thought, "If you can move on like that, then I guess you're not worth my time either." Why should I even try to put effort into keeping you in my life when you give me a dead end? Don't make such sweeping generalization that it's how the world works. It doesn't have to be that way. ......
For a short amount of time I've filled this blog with a bit of happy things. Today, it will be another sad post.
I don't want to live at home anymore. I know it seems a bit too childish to say. To say I hate my parents is a false statement. I know we've grown far apart...much too far apart. So far....I can't think of words to describe the strangeness feeling in the house between me and my family. It's like we're strangers now.
I'm deeply depressed about this. I'm not emo. I'm not going to do drugs. I'm not going to go out and drink till I puke.
Few months ago I saw a blind man on campus. He tripped and fell. For some reason I felt heartcrushed. Today I was on the bus and I saw an elderly sitting in the front of the bus. She seemed so sad. At some point, I think she was crying. At that point I really wanted to walk over there and ask her what's wrong but I didn't. I didn't have the courage to. I don't know why. At that moment I wanted to promise myself that I won't ever want to make my mom ever feel like she has no one.
Right now I feel anger. I want to move out. Sometimes I feel like I can't breathe. I can't say they don't give me enough freedom, but what I have right now isn't good enough. I'm not too sure what point I am trying to get to.
Sometimes I'd like to think that what I do...is always the right thing......the most careful decisions.........
I want to experience culture shock. I want to see things I have never seen in my life before.
When I was young, I remember asking my friend to list all the possible cities there are and we never got to the end of that list.....I thought "traveler" was a career.
When I was in elemantary, I wanted to be a flight attendent.
Now, I can only dream about it.
Top 3 places to travel if I had the money:Tokyo, Japan Paris, FranceRome, Italy
Sadly....living in Canada, I haven't even been to the US yet.
How many of you have experienced people "butting" in front of you? or maybe the reverse?I can't say that I've never jumped ahead in line before but as I grow up to have my own beliefs and values about what is right or wrong, I have chosen to not do it or at least try not to. (I don't know if that made any sense..)Today I was at a phone company in the mall trying to get a monthly plan for my phone. There was probably some factors that have made me fustrated and impatient. 1. I was aruging with my family.2. The mall was closing which means we had a lack of time. 3. It was hot.4. I am sick. 5. The line up was long. As soon as I was up next a lady pops out of nowhere, "excuse me excuse me" she said. She stands in front of me and tells me that she was behind this lady. I told her that she was out of the line. Then of course she tells me that she has some medical problems. I've heard of that excuse before and it's not that I don't believe it but I just really don't think it's fair. I just get this feeling that these people think they can do anything they want anytime they feel like it.....who cares about those people who waited such and such time in line. I can't say that I didn't try to get my spot back but she shoves me with her body. Wherever I go she leans her body towards me. I told her please don't touch me and she says the reverse and tells me not to touch her or she'll call the cops. The girl working for the phone company told her the same thing, she went out of line so you can't just come back in. Alright, so she still got what she wanted, to be served before me. When it was my turn, one of the security guard from the mall came to talk to me and told me that a lady complained about me. I had to tell him what happened and then he also went to ask the girl who works at the company what happened. So not only did she got a chance to go first, but it wasn't enough so she had to go and complain about it. So tell me, am I wrong to fight back? Should people with health problems have the right to do that? Tell me your opinions.
I just finished reading a book call My Sister's Keeper by Jodi Picoult. I've seen the movie first and thought it was an interesting movie that raises lots of ethical issues. There are so many things that are complicated, so complicated that you don't know which side to go with. Both sides are equally important, so where do we start to draw the line?As a whole, we are all growing, humans learn more and more. There's an infinite of knowledge that scientists are able to grasp every second to find the solutions. It will never end and I don't expect it ever will. New solutions bring advantages for the unfrotunates but at the same time bring more consequences.
You can never make everyone happy....as anyone would say.
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